after my heart was ripped up and stepped on and laughted at
i open my eyes to spmething i'd never thought would happen
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he helped me pick up the pieces of my heart
he helped me stitch it up(:
even if he doesn't know it
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i have known him since 3rd grade(ahahahaha nerdy days(
he was my best friend
but after elemntry school
...we stopped talking.......

in my 3rd periode...he is there
they made me sit next to him after the first 4 weeks of being in that class
i'm so glad they did
2 mouths later
the thomas thing happened
he saw that i was sad i class and i told him everything
he said he would not have done that to me and he hugged me
at that time i didn't care about anything
but slowly he helped me feel better
the same day i told him about the thomas thing he gave me his number and put a <3 by his name
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a mouth and more then a week later
i feel so happyC:
he makes me want to go to school everyday
he makes me smile and laugh again
he makes me get butterflys when saying his name
we are "emo"buddies(:
he has the same problems as me
we tell each other secerts
we make each other laugh
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but i'm affraid
i'm affraid i'll just get hurt again



but for now...
life is the greatest(;
i wish time could stop so it can stay the same